When I thought that I have let go a bit already, I realize that I'm still holding on to it, tightly.
You may say, I'm just too emotional. Or, being stupid because no one there will miss me.
I don't know. I JUST don't know.
No matter where I am, no matter what I am doing, I can somehow link back to my memories in accenture.
Just now, I went to the kopitiam opposite my flat to buy my lunch.
When I was crossing the traffic lights, I recalled how everyday in the morning, I crossed the road to take the bus to work.
When I was walking towards the vegetarian stall, I saw those working adults eating their lunch. I recalled eating lunch with my colleagues everyday.
When I see that pair of shoes outside my house, I recall wearing that to work everyday.
When I open my wardrobe, I recall wearing those clothes to office everyday.
When I drink water, I recall refilling my water bottle on my way back from toilet break and how I can manage to finish drinking 3 bottles of water in the office (when I can only manage to finish one bottle in school).
Haix. They should be eating their lunch now...
Haix. I think I just need some time to get over it.