My mum told me to quit SPCO. Should I just listen to her? She told me to concentrate on my studies since it is the last semester. Actually, I think I am of no help in SPCO. I can't play well. Ok. I admit that it is my fault because I didn't practise very often. But sometimes I just can't get myself to go practise. Haix. Should I just quit? But I just can't bring myself to quit SPCO. But again, I left with no motivation to stay. Is it because my skills have dropped? It just seem that I am the worst player in SPCO. ARGG! Maybe I should just consider what my mum says to me just now.

Haix. I feel so unhappy the whole day!!! why??!!!