I hope things are getting better...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm lucky to get into RGS, not other companies. To many people, I am very lucky. But is it true?
Baoyun and syiq are so busy. baoyun gets scoldings so often. syiq has to travel far and she has to stand the whole day. and, she works till 9.30pm. me? everyday slack, sleep, msn, surf net, sit in the air-conditioner IT room. It seems like I'm much more fortunate than them.
But what do I learn there? baoyun really learns alot. syiq i dunno. But by slacking, I do not have much to write in my logbook. slack.sleep.msn. is wat my sister told me to write. But it is impossible. on wed, when i pass my logbook for the supervisor to grade my last week's report. he gave me a B. haix. feeling a bit disappointed. After wat my father said last night, I'm really very scared I will get an overall grade of C. I dun wan a C!!!! But what can i do? I do not have the courage to tell the teacher I wan more work!!! Someone suggests me to tell my LO about it. But I dun think it is a good idea. who knows what will happen after I tell my LO? what if I can get a lower grade after that?
Today i met mrs teo. she asks me if I can create a program for LDS. Going to start working on it next week. Hope this will help me alot in my work.
And, can you believe that I have a chance to apply leave next mon and tue and I reject? Omg. Because SPCO got new year performance. And, SP is willing to allow us to apply leave for ITP. But I rejected!!! Omg. what i'm thinking sia?
counting down... 7 more weeks!!!! jiAyou!!!