not that i don't want. I just dun wan to lie to my mother. I dun wan her to worry. this is not the first time. I thought you will understand. but.. YOU DON'T! YOU DON'T! do you know that you are making me very miserable? I dun wish to break our friendship. but you have never think of my situation. And, even if i tell you before, i can't concentrate when studying outside, other than school. You dun seem to understand this. Not everyone is like you. I prefer studying at home. do you understand?

Really sorry. sorry. sorry. I really hope you understand. I really hope....