I didn't go for the CO today.
You know what? I am in the committee for the music camp organized by SPCO. The committee is made up of year1 students. And, they pick me as one of the committee. Haiz. I do not know what is it about the music camp. But, I think they are wrong to choose me. I am not suitable to be one of the committee for any camp. And, I missed the meeting today on the music camp. Hope I didn't miss a lot of information.
I skip CO today. No one calls me to tell me about the practice today. It was about 1.45pm when mayfen called me and asked why I didn't come for the meeting earlier. I was like shocked. Meeting? No one tells me about the meeting. And, she told me that there was a practice at 2.30pm. At first, I told her that I would rush there asap. After she hung up the phone, I was thinking, why not give it a miss this week? I can go next week. Therefore, I called mayfen and told her that I am not going today.
After that, I felt guilty. So, I took out my pipa and practiced. But, I don't know why. I felt that I do not have the commitment now. Maybe it is because I do not play very well. So, I do not really enjoy when practicing. During secondary school days, I had a lot of friends to accompany me and practicing together. But, now I only have xueqi. And, she play so well that I feel quite stressed. Everyone play so well. I am the only one who still play like a person who just learn how to play. Sometimes, I just hope I can play well. And, I will have the commitment like when I was in secondary school. Although I didn't play well too in secondary school, I had friends who play like me. So, I do not feel that sad. But, now... Maybe I should buck up. Hehehehe.
Next week, I will be there. In CO room. Hopefully......
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